The Outsiders
Yes, I'm the person you hate but you'll never get me down. I'm not vulnerable you think. But I was wrong, there's only a person can let me surrender, not you, not he or she. It's me. So I try to find the enemy out and fight with him because I don't want him to control me. The body and mind is belong to me. No one can snatch it away.
Yes, you're the person I hate and I'll let you surrender yourself to me. I try to close to you but you refuse. You make me alone and don't want me to be the member of this society. Why? What did I do to deserve this? I'll take revenge on you, you'd better remember and feel scared, that is a feeling you never have. I'll try my best and let you see who I am.
I will prove to the world that I can be famous even if I'm that kind of guy. I have to be a hard working person because I know I don't have many resources can carry me. If I pay 100 grade effort, I still cannot be accepted, then I'll pay 200 grade effort. I know it's toilsome but I have no choice. There's no any fair things exist in the world. I won't complain because I know that would not be the power for my effort. So, take it, face it and solve it.
Why I want to be admitted? I don't know. But I know I cannot live without any support. Not yours, it's mine. Everything I did just in order to prove that I can do it and I'm not useless person as you think. I'll let you change your mind to me someday. So, I won't stop walking till I get the prize you gave. I'll let you regret that you look down upon me. These words are the promises that I give myself in order to let me keep in mind and don't forget what I said. Someday, I'll be there.
This is your inner voice, right? You are finally determined to be strong and to stand up on your own feet to defeat "it!" May I also give you some suggestion? Acting like a hard shell may also hurt yourself. Try to be more resilient, flexible, and easier on yourself, while you are also trying hard to improve as a pleasant, positive and helping person to the people around you.
回覆刪除Thanks teacher for your suggestion.
刪除I'll try my best to open my mind.
I have learned what "hurt" is but I should learn what "love" is.