Log #4

　　After half and a month, I finally finished my first book. The ending was kind of warm and did surprise me a lot. From what I read this time, there was a breakthrough in Christine’s memory and gradually brought her mysterious life to an end. 　　There is a sentence I like a lot from what I have read this time: "Why Ben isn't telling you the truth, only you know it." I remembered when I was in junior high school, I told my friend a lie in order to protect her. While later she found out that I was lying to her and came to me for an explanation. I apologized to her for myself  not being honest but I still couldn't tell her what really happened. Because the event was related to a boy she liked, she insisted on knowing the truth. In the end, our friendship broke. She would never know what I had done to keep her from danger even being teased and being ignored. I was really sad and hated myself for doing so much to a person left me eventually. When I saw this sentence, I hope at that time, my friend could stand in my shoes and thought that I must have reasons for telling a lie. Maybe the situation might be extremely different if she had believed me then. 

　　There were still a lot of sentences inspired me to think about my life and cherish what I have in this book. I'm glad that besides reading a book, I can take my life and every moment more seriously after seeing Christine's suffer.  I am looking forward to reading my next novel.