Log #2

The Tenth Circle

The tenth circle is about the interaction of a normal family getting involved with abnormal events and relationships. After I go on with my reading, I have confirmed that my suspect was right. Trixie was lying. The story wasn't completely true. Before this date rape event, she and Jason already had sex for many times, but only this one time that she did it without her own will. But the fact is that she was the one who brought the drug. 

After Trixie was rapped, she becomes weak and fragile. She couldn't take the pain and comments giving by her friends and classmates so she went crazy. She starts to hurt herself to release her pain. I understand and I know the reason why she wants it to stop is because Trixie wanted a real relationship, like the one they used to have. But for Jason, he only want them to be friends with benefits, and that's why she considers herself as being rapped after she said "no" to Jason. But for me, I still cannot completely understand her action. I don't understand why a girl can hurt herself and even tries to suicide because she had sex again, with someone she still loves and used to have sex with. I know she told Jason to stop and Jason didn't stop, but it's not like they haven't done it before. I think people should live optimistically. What has passed is past, you can't do anything to change it. Things can be better if we change our thought and look at things in a different angle. 

In my opinion, getting rapped by someone who you used to have sex with is better than getting rapped by a total stranger. If Trixie could change her mind, then maybe she will have less pain and suffer than what she has right now. Maybe I'm saying this because I haven't been through what Trixie have been through, but I still hope those who's suffering like Trixie can be positive and try to live their life again.