Log #6

Boy Meets Girl

    It's just a beginning, our spring is coming. I have learned what "hurt" is but I should learn what "love" is. Life, please tell me what is love and tell me how should I love? Is everything a dream? No, I know it happened for me. It's a new direction for me to learn what love is in my life.

    I can't believe that is true. I never think about it that it comes just so fast. I think I'll wait for several years but it comes to me suddenly and surprisingly. If I let it go, I regret. But now I'm so nervous and don't know how to do and face it. Is that possible for me to hold it tightly and stay by me? I really have no ideas but I should try my all to save it, right? I told myself. What is the feeling like? This is the first time I meet a girl so emotional. Is it the right time for us to meet for now? I'm not prepared to operate our love, you?

    I tried to refuse your love but I could't. I tried to calm down and be rational to think about what was the next step that we should do. Come on, don't think too much, just do it. I told myself. I accepted her love and began to learn how to love each other. I thought it would be easy but I was wrong, it's not easy like I thought. I knew that we both felt helpless for lack of something. It seems that we realize the thing so we changed the way to treat you and me. 

    Everything would be fine. I thought that's a gift that was given by God. It was also a great lesson for you and me to learn in our life. We knew that at first, it was a rough decision to choose for us. But we could defeat all of the challenges that on our road. It made us brave and determined to face each problem. Are you ready? I get ready I get all dressed up. It's a brand new life.

    I don't know what love is even if I meet you.