2017年5月19日 星期五

Log #7

Boy Meets Girl

    Everything you said to me, I accepted it. That were the past, I don't really care about that because that doesn't matter for you and me and our future. I know how insecure you are right now. Don't worry about that, I promise you that I'm willing to face each of your problem together.

    It's the last time I experience what love is. Those promises just like those overdue checks. To you and me, that's a heavy punishment. We both said that too early so we wanted to get the target early. We failed, we lost but we learned, we grew. For one promise, we can do anything that you and me never dare to do. That was a really, really precious experience in our life to learn how to devote for someone. We felt happy for those devotions we did for you and me. If there were something sad, I would tell myself that's a process. Keep going and looking forward to find a real one you need.

   Are you ready for forever? We both knew that would be a heavy oath but we also knew if we dared not to say this, we would give each other nothing. I put the trust in myself, I believed I can but I was not sure whether you can do that or not. But there was only a way I can do is "trust you". I think I was going crazy that I believe that everything we wanted would help us to get the forever. Before I meet you, I enjoy being alone. That was the past.

    It's the first time I hated you in reality. Not for you betrayed me but for I obeyed my heart. I don't blame you for leaving me but I blame myself because I was a fool.

    Those words I said mean deeply for my each relationship in my life. I always put my trust in each one I love so much. For this reason, it's easy for me to feel any change even if it's slight. I'm a meticulous person for the love and interaction. But I'm also a broken-hearted person. I thank God to give me the challenge in my life. I won't trust anyone easily anymore. That's a precious experience to learn how to protect myself from other people. But I always be optimistic to see the road in front of me. Tears made me strong. After crying and wiping it out, there's brightness of sun lead me to the heaven.

    

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