The Power of Vulnerability
Sorry, I have to say sorry. But I want to share something more with everyone.I deeply appreciated teacher that you let everyone share his or her story about vulnerability.
Actually, after this class and I went back to my dorm and wrote a post and I said:
This is an unforgettable lesson.
A lesson that try to dig our mind out.
Each of us are story teller.
We always find some deep in our mind.
Everyone own his or her story.
A story belong to your deep mind.
We were all crying in this class.
Story teller was crying, listener was crying, too.
I did a wrong explain yesterday.
I said: I want to be "their" best friend. I want to get "their" trust.
I always make a friend and devote myself to "the one". I make several friends like "the one" so I call "they/them/their". Just like girls, what is called"閨密".
I'm a vulnerable boy. I'm not strong as my friends think. I'm not happy as my friends see. I always think there's a little girl live in my mind. Each of my friend who I devote my self to him always makes me disappointed. But I still believe that I will find someone who will accompany me forever. After many failure, I still keep finding and fighting for myself until age of 18. I'm a college student now. I'm not lively like before. I don't want to make any "friends" anymore as long as we can talk to each other and help each other, that is enough.
Sometimes I thought about my past, I would cry. It sounds childish but I know I'm a emotional person so I can understand more what people's feelings. I always listen to some sad songs and write some sad words to release my soul to prove I'm not alone.
I think I lost something but I get something precious at the same time. I learn a lesson which is meaningful to me. I try to use another angle to see my life and I believe I will find some beautiful scenes that I never see.
Teacher, thank you. It was also a meaningful class for me. I will always remember what we said and those tears that dropped from your and my eyes.
I have the same feeling as you have. Surprise to see that.
回覆刪除I'm glad to hear that, thank you.
刪除I think girls can understand what I'm talking about.
Dear 威輯，I could feel the enormous repression of your emotions because of your past experiences. Your bravery to talk about your feelings is, I believe, one first step to walk out of those negativities so hurtful and painful. I hope from that day on you would begin to love yourself again and embrace new friendship or even romance. Remember each of us is unique and irreplaceable; our value is mostly built from within, and do not worry about the recognition that we can't control.
刪除Dear Teacher, thanks. I think I would post this article to share my feelings with all of you, it means I still hold some hope about future of my friendship. Really, really, thank you so much to let me find my weakness and be strong again.
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